dissapointinglysad

    In life, nothing is permanent. I’ve learned throughout my years that nothing can stay the same. I have always had my own personal ups and downs, but no matter what occurred to me I could always see in the future that it wasn't always going to be like that. At first, it was a good way to cope with a bad situation, the idea that it wasn't always going to be like that. But now, that idea has festered into something negative. I can't enjoy something in my life, I can't feel happy for such an extended amount of time, I can't cherish the things that bring me joy. No matter how good things get, there's always a negging feeling at the back